ENEMY

Your heart is filled with hate as you know she has made you suffer. You walk closer and closer to her, and as she turns around, she throws an insult. You hurt on the inside so you start crying in pain. You feel like a failure in life...

But, that is how life is...

One year too long ago, you two had a fight. But that was in junior high. She still hates you. And you want to be friends, but you know that is never going to happen. It is a long story, those are the words that float in your head, over and over and over and over and...

Your best friend, (now ex-best friend), was a beautiful girl who was in her teens, she had many friends who always took her side, (You used to be one of those friends), but then she met another girl, apparently much better than you were.

But, before that, you were the other girl's friend. Your best friend told you to stay away from her, but you didn't listen to her, no you did not...

Now you see your problem, two enemies, you cry as you learn they are now friends and trying to make you miserable by making you their best friend, and then pushing you away again, repeat, repeat, repeat...

You're sick of all this. You feel like you want to kill yourself. Then, boom, it hits you, they aren't your only friends. You have others...

They didn't really want to be your friend, they wanted to use you, didn't they?

Didn't they?

Now ask yourself, is this how you want to be? Using your friends like washrags, cleaning them with their tears, using them, repeat, repeat, repeat...

Stand up.

Live long, live happy, live hopeful...